Just Poison

Okay, si te digo que ni siquiera puedo creerlo.
tengo un asco, unas nauseas impresionantes...
Juro que la idea da vueltas en mi cabeza, y recuerdos devuelven el asco a la altura de mi garganta.
Como si hubiese algo pendiente, no tolero la idea...
Nunca la tolere, nunca pude dejar eso.
Es tanto tiempo.... hace que me sienta tan estupida
Todo ese tiempo, mierda!! Las palabras dentro mio, guardadas hace tanto, pudriendose.
El odio se acumula, mis mandibulas se aprietan.
Quisiera poder escribir mas rapido, queisiera tener mas volcabulario, quisiera poner en palabras la MIERDA de todo esto.
Son increibles las contradicciones de la vida
Pero esto no es una contradiccion, esto ya no es gracioso.
Es PATETICO!
Tanto tu como yo, todo es grotesco. Nunca fuiste capaz, nunca te diste cuenta....
You were, you are, and you will always be absolutely BLIND!
No entiendo como pude, y como puedo todavia...

Voy a vomitar




PLEASE, JUST FUCK OFF

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*- Misery Business -*

I'm in the business of misery,

let's take it from the top

She's got a body like an hourglass

it's tickin' like a clock

It's a matter of time before we all run out...

When I thought he was mine,

she caught him by the mouth

I waited eight long months,

she finally set him free

I told him I couldn't lie,

he was the only one for me

Two weeks and we'd caught on fire

She's got it out for me,

but I wear the biggest smile

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Whoa, I never meant to brag

But I got him where I want him now

Whoa, it was never my intention to brag

To steal it all away from you now

But God does it feels so good

'Cause I got him where I want him now

And if you could then you know you would

'Cause God it just feels so...

It just feels so good

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Second chances they don't ever matter,

people never change

Once a whore, you're nothing more,

I'm sorry that'll never change

And about forgiveness,

we're both supposed to have exchanged

I'm sorry honey,

but I passed it up, now look this way!

Well there's a million other girls

who do it just like you

Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,

They want and what they like,

it's "easy if you do it right"

Well I refuse, I refuse, I REFUSE!!!

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Whoa, I never meant to brag

But I got him where I want him now

Whoa, it was never my intention to brag

To steal it all away from you now

But God does it feel so good!

'Cause I got him where I want him right now

And if you could then you know you would

'Cause God it just feels so...

It just feels so good...

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I watched his wildest dreams come true

Not one of them involving YOU

Just watch my wildest dreams come true

Not one of them involving...!!

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Whoa, I never meant to brag

But I got him where I want him now

Whoa, I never meant to brag

But I got him where I want him now

Whoa, it was never my intention to brag

To steal it all away from you now

But God does it feels so good!

'Cause I got him where I want him now

And if you could then you know you would

'Cause God it just feels so...

It just feels so good...

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No Words*

Una imagen vale más que mil palabras, verdad?

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. Hey, I Love You ~ !

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hey, i know my english is quite bad (really bad, i'm sorry u.u) , but i had no other way to say it only to you. You know, when i first met you, the first thing i thought was " she´s so serious D:" i was quite afraid... (that sounds so stupid xD)

then, i remeber that when i said my nickname was "haku", you said it was hard to remember xD

You said you'd remember it, and you did, but...can you forget it now??

and i feel like a real piece of shit right now, 'cause... we both know that i can not love you...or worse, that i can love you, but... why did you had to appear right now?

why now, just when my heart is so confused??

if i had known you just a few months before, everything would be so diferent!

... i'm so fucking selfish.... if i were a good person, i wouldn't mind if you just forget me,

but, why do i get this jealous? why i cann't let you forget me?...

...'cause even if don't want to admit it, i don't want you to.

no one had ever loved me like you did

no one would ever say " i love you" like you did... no one ever thought i was that especial...

i'm sorry.... please forgive me...i told you there're sides of me that are not so sweet as the one that you know...so even if you stop loving me.....

please, stay with me...don't leave me alone....

is it too selfish?

please, say it is not.

Perdon, Danii*

Niño

Niño, es hora de partir

La vida me invito

hacia otro lugar, sin ti....

Ves? tambien me duele...

Es lo mejor, dejame irme

Dejame partir

Amor, sabes que es lo mejor

Amor, entiendeme

Amor, sabes que es lo mejor

Esperare que tu lo entiendas

Piensa que todo pasara

No debes de llorar

Las cosas son asi...

Sin ti....

Ves? tambien me duele...

Amor, sabes que es lo mejor

Amor, entiendeme

Amor, sabes que es lo mejor

Esperare que tu lo entiendas

La vida tiene algo para ti

Me duele no ser yo

Lo siento, niño

Debo de partir

Entiendeme, entiendeme...

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Niño - Belanova.

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Gracias por no hacerme las cosas más dificiles.... muchas gracias.....

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S.A.V.H

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Puedes sentiirlo??

es esa suave briisa, un poco de aiire a mis pulmones.

las dulces tonadas llenan mi corazon...

es un compas tan suave, ke siento ke puedo lograrlo...

las esperanzas me levantan pokiito a pokiito

el rosa empiieza a aparecer en el oriisonte

ii miis pasos se vuelven mas liivianos

una sonriisa adorna mi cara, ii aunke las lagrimas se acumulan tras mis ojos

se ke no es triisteza.

el sentiimiiento de que aii algo bueno....

si consigo el valor....

puede ser que...?

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Quisiera que esta melodiia no termiinaze nunca~!

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F.x.A.B.

Suena: Niño, Belanova ( -aunque no tenga que ver-)